Just usual camp stuff yesterday. I'm damn conflicted. I see my SDE friends doing Rag which I wanna do too! But I've got this camp. Granted I can skip it but now its transiting into block level orientation which is a bit hard to miss on since we're going to be from the same block. Roar. Rag is approaching. I cannot split into two! I've got a lot of stuff coming up.
SDE stuff is clashing with SWOC and my bowling trials....so I need to alternate which I wanna go for. So...1/8 SWOC 2/8 SWOC 3/8 Flag day+SDE welcome teas?? 4/8 Head's welcome tea, collect my bowling stuff, practice! 5/8 SDE tea and briefing, bowling trials 6/8 RAG 7/8 bowling trials.
Damn I just checked my email. The teas are on 3rd, or flag day. This is super confusing lah.
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Got back from my programme. Will have to leave in a while more. lol. I need to dump my clothes in the washer soon. Tomorrow is Sentosa day too. Ok. For now, I'm ok till 2nd. 3rd is...SDE briefing??? 4th, needa prep my bowling stuff for 5th. =\ Stress. 5th, help Rag!
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Damn stressed over bowling. SHIT LUH. Too long never play! Sigh. =\
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Thursday, July 29, 2010
So awesome. Sitting in my room typing away, got a jug of water and cups and a bag of chips staring at me. Laptop, printer and music playing. This is kinda fun. It's like army. But with your own personal room, privacy, conveniences, internet access and laptop, hot water, good food, girls, and stuff you are actually interested in. (Yes, besides the previous item. LOL.)
SWOC starts tomorrow. It's SHowtime! And I'm torn between hall life and fac stuff. I want to go help Rag for both and all but I can't split into two. I'll be going for SWOC and they're doing bidding but so is SDE. =\ Shall see how the program goes. I shifted pretty much all I need over. Printer! I unpacked everything to find out I forgot to pack for SWOC. =.=
I went home and grabed more stuff. Had to sign a form for my work stuff. Printed out, signed, coldn't scan. ROAR. I was rushing back for BBQ! Couldn't use thew other printer because I already emoved it! =.= Then my computer hung. =.= Totally pissed my off. In the end I signed in Paint, pasted and mailed it back. Suddenl;y for craviung for the Reeses' Pieces at home in the fridge. =( I need more snacks. I'm loathe to open the huge bag of chips. Hmm. Let's see what SWOC has in store!
Shit I haven't bought my SP gift. X_X
SWOC starts tomorrow. It's SHowtime! And I'm torn between hall life and fac stuff. I want to go help Rag for both and all but I can't split into two. I'll be going for SWOC and they're doing bidding but so is SDE. =\ Shall see how the program goes. I shifted pretty much all I need over. Printer! I unpacked everything to find out I forgot to pack for SWOC. =.=
I went home and grabed more stuff. Had to sign a form for my work stuff. Printed out, signed, coldn't scan. ROAR. I was rushing back for BBQ! Couldn't use thew other printer because I already emoved it! =.= Then my computer hung. =.= Totally pissed my off. In the end I signed in Paint, pasted and mailed it back. Suddenl;y for craviung for the Reeses' Pieces at home in the fridge. =( I need more snacks. I'm loathe to open the huge bag of chips. Hmm. Let's see what SWOC has in store!
Shit I haven't bought my SP gift. X_X
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Hmmm. Haven't blogged in a while. I'm feeling a little lazy (ok so the plastic on my keyboard is more than a little annoying) so I'll try and recap. Plus feeling sleepy. Camp was mad awesome fun! Love how they carried out the theme of I Survived A Japanese Campshow. Thoroughly entertaining and with fun events. Amazing Race was excellently staged. Overall satisfying and cool. Damn worth it and totally great job. Especially their marketing and sponsors!
It's getting confusing what with all these camps and stuff, too many new ppl all at once. I saw my OG mate on the bus but forgot her name. =X Now I got 2 SDE OGs. DE camp and Aki/ID camp. Today went for lunch with the latter and was returning when the former asked me along. lol. How do I clone myself?
Its a litle odd returning back to school. The onus is on you to do a lot of things, and it's not that I can't but I'm still feeling little lost, as though unsure if I have forgotten anything and with no guidelines to follow. Half-moved into hall today. Moving the rest in tomorrow. So unreal. Like, just move lor. There's no real signifiant push or change to transit into this new phase.
Room is...good and bad. Its bloody convenient and like literally the first room and right next to the exit. Therefore people will be walking by all the time. =.= It kinda stinks so I 'm getting some air fresheners. Wonder how I can bring my bike over. Maybe a scooter. LOL. Sch is stating soon. SWOC first. I wanna know what I'll be getting into. I signed up for DE Club and NUS Bowling. And IFG Bowling. Ooo. Hope its fun.
I also need to apply for my tertiary EZlink. encode my student card to access my room and bring a pillow into hall. lol. I dunno how to find myself a laundry basket. Prolly unpacking tomorrow.
It's getting confusing what with all these camps and stuff, too many new ppl all at once. I saw my OG mate on the bus but forgot her name. =X Now I got 2 SDE OGs. DE camp and Aki/ID camp. Today went for lunch with the latter and was returning when the former asked me along. lol. How do I clone myself?
Its a litle odd returning back to school. The onus is on you to do a lot of things, and it's not that I can't but I'm still feeling little lost, as though unsure if I have forgotten anything and with no guidelines to follow. Half-moved into hall today. Moving the rest in tomorrow. So unreal. Like, just move lor. There's no real signifiant push or change to transit into this new phase.
Room is...good and bad. Its bloody convenient and like literally the first room and right next to the exit. Therefore people will be walking by all the time. =.= It kinda stinks so I 'm getting some air fresheners. Wonder how I can bring my bike over. Maybe a scooter. LOL. Sch is stating soon. SWOC first. I wanna know what I'll be getting into. I signed up for DE Club and NUS Bowling. And IFG Bowling. Ooo. Hope its fun.
I also need to apply for my tertiary EZlink. encode my student card to access my room and bring a pillow into hall. lol. I dunno how to find myself a laundry basket. Prolly unpacking tomorrow.
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Hmm. Haven't receved reply from the DnD committee. Guess I'm out? lol. Hmm. Plenty of things on my to-do list. Blog, then comment on NX blog, try to fix my OSX issues, and then (hopefully) upload my USS pics. Getting later. Gotta go sheares tomorrow! So many things to take note of and bring for camp! And fill up my NUS forms too.
Friday was my last day at work. Apart from that ugly incident, it was quite ok. After that went USS with all my colleagues. Which was fun! hahaha. Quite enjoyed myself. For $5 entry into the park after the rides are closed just to camwhore and look around and watch a 6 mins firework display? TOTALLY WORTH IT. Let's go there and REALLY play ine day!
Today all 5 of us met up. Rare chance. We hardly do so now! Got to plan a bit for val's bday. She was feeling down so I brought forward my personal gift as an early one. Surprise! =) Hope it made u feel better. ^^ And it sounds very nice! I hope you take it out and play with it occasionally. =)
Apparently wehad floods today too. I didn't know 50 yeas cold pass by so soon. lolol. ANW gg to settle mny other stuff now.
Friday was my last day at work. Apart from that ugly incident, it was quite ok. After that went USS with all my colleagues. Which was fun! hahaha. Quite enjoyed myself. For $5 entry into the park after the rides are closed just to camwhore and look around and watch a 6 mins firework display? TOTALLY WORTH IT. Let's go there and REALLY play ine day!
Today all 5 of us met up. Rare chance. We hardly do so now! Got to plan a bit for val's bday. She was feeling down so I brought forward my personal gift as an early one. Surprise! =) Hope it made u feel better. ^^ And it sounds very nice! I hope you take it out and play with it occasionally. =)
Apparently wehad floods today too. I didn't know 50 yeas cold pass by so soon. lolol. ANW gg to settle mny other stuff now.
Friday, July 16, 2010
Dear both,
Today this participant call back TP, said she received one confirmation letter for BICT class, but she has called center to cancel her class two weeks ago. I called back and asked her which number and who did she talked, she told me she called:”63326242”, and one man answered her and told her will record down her request. However, this man didn’t do anything. If this man can update system on time, we will not waste one ICT slot, will not made participant felt our company very bad in communication.
I hope after this man leave, there will be no such case happened.
FUCKING CUNT. IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY TELL IT TO MY FACE. DON'T HIDE BEHIND EMAILS AND SHOOT BEHIND OTHER PEOPLES BACK. I MAY SOUND HYPOCRITICAL DOING THIS ON MY BLOG BUT NOTE THAT I CAN EASILY FIRE ONE PARTING SHOT ANY TIME I WANT TO MYSELF AND THE ONLY REASON I DO NOT IS BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO CAUSE TROUBLE FOR THE REST OF MY COLLEAGUES WORKING HERE.
BASED ON THE TESTIMONY OF ONE PARTICIPANT YOU DECIDE EVERYTHING SHE SAYS IS THE TRUTH. JUST BECAUSE I AM THE ONLY GUY WORKING IN CALL CENTER MEANS ITS ME. THIS IS FUCKING CIRCUMSTANTIAL EVIDENCE. DON'T FORGET THERE'S ANOTHER GUY OUTSIDE. SNEAKY CUNT-BITCH. SIMPLY BECAUSE THE PARTICIPANT IS SOME UPTIGHT PRISSY BITCH THAT TAKES OFFENCE AT THE SMALLEST OF THINGS PROBABLY BECAUSE HER PUSSY IS DRY AS THE MOJAVE DESERT AND SHE HASN'T BEEN LAID IN DECADES AND SHE TAKES IT OUT ON YOU GUYS DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO DO IT TO US TOO. TAKE IT LIKE THE BITCH THAT YOU ARE HAH.
SO BITCHY. Well I'm glad I'm leaving too. You think you know what its like to be swamped with a shitpile of work with ends trailing everywhere and you have to keep track of several threads at once? Sometimes everything is just non stop. I'd glad I'm leaving this shit and good riddance to you motherfucking bitch. I hope you get some fucking cancer and die slow. Always so bitchy. I don't know how people live with you. Maybe YOU haven't been laid in a while too, cunt.
Well, good bye and good riddance. I'm off to embark on the next stage of my life, I'm young, I have a bright future, many things and lots of fun ahead of me. You, you're old, over the hill, and stuck in some shitty dead end full-time job pushing paper with nowhere to go. Not even up. C'mon. How big do you think this company is? What are your chances of moving? Shit-ass ZERO. Wait a few years. When the govt. cuts spending on training and the money dries up. How long can they last without subsidies? You'll be up shit creek without a paddle then. And older. Then you will fucking burn for your attitude. Maybe if I'm feeling compassionate I'll let you...nah. You don't even deserve to sweep the leaves off the front of my driveway.
See ya, muthafuckaz!
Today this participant call back TP, said she received one confirmation letter for BICT class, but she has called center to cancel her class two weeks ago. I called back and asked her which number and who did she talked, she told me she called:”63326242”, and one man answered her and told her will record down her request. However, this man didn’t do anything. If this man can update system on time, we will not waste one ICT slot, will not made participant felt our company very bad in communication.
I hope after this man leave, there will be no such case happened.
FUCKING CUNT. IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY TELL IT TO MY FACE. DON'T HIDE BEHIND EMAILS AND SHOOT BEHIND OTHER PEOPLES BACK. I MAY SOUND HYPOCRITICAL DOING THIS ON MY BLOG BUT NOTE THAT I CAN EASILY FIRE ONE PARTING SHOT ANY TIME I WANT TO MYSELF AND THE ONLY REASON I DO NOT IS BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO CAUSE TROUBLE FOR THE REST OF MY COLLEAGUES WORKING HERE.
BASED ON THE TESTIMONY OF ONE PARTICIPANT YOU DECIDE EVERYTHING SHE SAYS IS THE TRUTH. JUST BECAUSE I AM THE ONLY GUY WORKING IN CALL CENTER MEANS ITS ME. THIS IS FUCKING CIRCUMSTANTIAL EVIDENCE. DON'T FORGET THERE'S ANOTHER GUY OUTSIDE. SNEAKY CUNT-BITCH. SIMPLY BECAUSE THE PARTICIPANT IS SOME UPTIGHT PRISSY BITCH THAT TAKES OFFENCE AT THE SMALLEST OF THINGS PROBABLY BECAUSE HER PUSSY IS DRY AS THE MOJAVE DESERT AND SHE HASN'T BEEN LAID IN DECADES AND SHE TAKES IT OUT ON YOU GUYS DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO DO IT TO US TOO. TAKE IT LIKE THE BITCH THAT YOU ARE HAH.
SO BITCHY. Well I'm glad I'm leaving too. You think you know what its like to be swamped with a shitpile of work with ends trailing everywhere and you have to keep track of several threads at once? Sometimes everything is just non stop. I'd glad I'm leaving this shit and good riddance to you motherfucking bitch. I hope you get some fucking cancer and die slow. Always so bitchy. I don't know how people live with you. Maybe YOU haven't been laid in a while too, cunt.
Well, good bye and good riddance. I'm off to embark on the next stage of my life, I'm young, I have a bright future, many things and lots of fun ahead of me. You, you're old, over the hill, and stuck in some shitty dead end full-time job pushing paper with nowhere to go. Not even up. C'mon. How big do you think this company is? What are your chances of moving? Shit-ass ZERO. Wait a few years. When the govt. cuts spending on training and the money dries up. How long can they last without subsidies? You'll be up shit creek without a paddle then. And older. Then you will fucking burn for your attitude. Maybe if I'm feeling compassionate I'll let you...nah. You don't even deserve to sweep the leaves off the front of my driveway.
See ya, muthafuckaz!
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Work was ok. Oh man I messed up majorly! I signed up for Sheares dnd and my interview was supposed to be on the 14th. Which I thought was Thursday all along! RAH. It was actually Wednesday! And yesterday I went home! Dammit! Totally mixed up. No wonder that sense of missing something. =( Hope I still can get in. USS tomorrow! Last day of work! Inception!
NOTE TO SELF:
Visit
https://aces01.nus.edu.sg/stdCredAppl/jsp/stdLogin.jsp when you get home
Because NUS can't be bothered to send its prospective students the email they NEED to complete registration. FML.
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Forgot to blog. I was maccing in my HACKINTOSHiba last night. Pity is that there's no sound. Wonder if there's a suitable driver I can install for it. But I'm not sure how to find any appropriate drivers. Google what? Ben help? Lol. Nvidia High definition audio for mac? Can't be right? I haven't fully poked around on it yet. Hmm. Needs more RAM.
Yesterday at work was ok. Today is my second last day. =) Tomorrow we're going USS. Not for me though. Just an outing to camwhore. Just nice on my last day. It's good that I picked up Google Calendar now. My day are starting to become really packed. I can barely keep up! I double-booked myself on Sun for SHY and Inception with the guys. =\
Hopefully I can remember everything! I nearly forgot I needa go Sheares today. Tomorrow USS. Sat(17) hopefully Inception, and Sun(18) is SHY from 1230 to (maybe) late. Mon(19) is SDE OWEEK so I might be staying over to help with Rag because AKI/ID Camp starts on Tuesday till Friday! Couple days to rest and PACK. And move into hall! But I'm a bit confused. When exactly can we move in? The letter said latest is 28 July by 3pm. So when can I start? Hmm.
Things are moving really fast and it all seems so soon! Lol. After AKI/ID I can move in the next week. as in really MOVE IN. With all my stuff. And stay there! And go for the programs and stuff and SWOC. It's almost too hard to comprehend that instead of going to and fro like I'm doing now, I actually am staying in school. For a pretty long while. And I don't have to go back. This is truly an interesting experience. Like moving house. You don't get this kind of things especially in army. Because you're forced to stay there.
ZOMG if like the SWOC site says I can check in on 25-26, I can straight go down NUS registration on 27!!! Staying in school is SO different!!! I'm getting lost amidst my events but this is indeed exciting. I have so many things to take note of, and I'm afraid I'll miss something out! Or forget to go for something! =\ So confusing. Ok. Next up, quit work USS, hopefully Inception on Sat and SHY on Sun. I needa reschedule tuition. Sat morning?
Visit
https://aces01.nus.edu.sg/stdCredAppl/jsp/stdLogin.jsp when you get home
Because NUS can't be bothered to send its prospective students the email they NEED to complete registration. FML.
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Forgot to blog. I was maccing in my HACKINTOSHiba last night. Pity is that there's no sound. Wonder if there's a suitable driver I can install for it. But I'm not sure how to find any appropriate drivers. Google what? Ben help? Lol. Nvidia High definition audio for mac? Can't be right? I haven't fully poked around on it yet. Hmm. Needs more RAM.
Yesterday at work was ok. Today is my second last day. =) Tomorrow we're going USS. Not for me though. Just an outing to camwhore. Just nice on my last day. It's good that I picked up Google Calendar now. My day are starting to become really packed. I can barely keep up! I double-booked myself on Sun for SHY and Inception with the guys. =\
Hopefully I can remember everything! I nearly forgot I needa go Sheares today. Tomorrow USS. Sat(17) hopefully Inception, and Sun(18) is SHY from 1230 to (maybe) late. Mon(19) is SDE OWEEK so I might be staying over to help with Rag because AKI/ID Camp starts on Tuesday till Friday! Couple days to rest and PACK. And move into hall! But I'm a bit confused. When exactly can we move in? The letter said latest is 28 July by 3pm. So when can I start? Hmm.
Things are moving really fast and it all seems so soon! Lol. After AKI/ID I can move in the next week. as in really MOVE IN. With all my stuff. And stay there! And go for the programs and stuff and SWOC. It's almost too hard to comprehend that instead of going to and fro like I'm doing now, I actually am staying in school. For a pretty long while. And I don't have to go back. This is truly an interesting experience. Like moving house. You don't get this kind of things especially in army. Because you're forced to stay there.
ZOMG if like the SWOC site says I can check in on 25-26, I can straight go down NUS registration on 27!!! Staying in school is SO different!!! I'm getting lost amidst my events but this is indeed exciting. I have so many things to take note of, and I'm afraid I'll miss something out! Or forget to go for something! =\ So confusing. Ok. Next up, quit work USS, hopefully Inception on Sat and SHY on Sun. I needa reschedule tuition. Sat morning?
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Love conquers all, leaving beind a smoking trail of death and destruction.
Ok blog blog. Went Archi exhibition at NUS. Everyone was late. Sadly, I'm the only ID person so it was half weird I guess going down with (1 or 2) archi ppl. Sorta like sister courses. Then, BOOM HEADSHOT. Mind blown. Xw knows. Can't find the HIMYM clip of Barney shooting himslf. Kaboosh. Mind blown.
This will have to do.
Yeah. Fuck. Whatever. Went to Once Upon a Milkshake. Yummy thick milkshakes in a tiny clip. Nice deco. Understandably I wasn't in a picture taking mood. WEnt Shokudo at Cinefor dinner which was ok. Celebrated Glendon's 21st day. Suprisingly how such a noisy boisterous FOC (Full Of Crap credited to Hani) guy can be so embarrassed when we draw others' attention to him.
Went Zouk get our stamp. DAMN the free entry camp CAN be used for Phuture! Top up $12 only. But we didn't know! Roar!. Wasted $18. Nv even used the drinks!!! Went Holiday Inn. Chivas and Coke. Yay. Got high. Kok Swee was damn high. A lot of ppl were. Lol. Went in, partied. =) Awesomne. Where's our photos!
Left at 4. Had a coke. We sat and chilled, then were about to leave. Cops came. They were ready to go. THen my Ogl found sum1 staying in Hougang. But she wouldn't leave without her friend so we were delayed. Then the cops came down on us. They said they hav been observing and noticed we were making a lot of noise. So they wanted our paticulars.
We were talking normally only. sure, our group had 10 or so ppl with other small group all about but they gotta do something to show they got do work right? Running lackeys gotta quota to meet. So they wrestled us to the ground, Tased us (It freaking HURTS!!!!), and beat us about the head several times with their nightsticks and truncheons. Police brutality!
WHICH IS WHAT they MIGHT have as well been doing because for all the 'noise' we were making, they seemed oblivious to the high pitched melody of zhnged cars and bikes screaming merrily along on the road next to us, speeding. Hmm. Irony much? Well can't blame them. Our Dear Leader/Big Brother only gave them a normal Toyota. Can't catch the speedsters. Too bad. We dun hv Lambo cop cars. So I'm now a registered criminal in Singapore WHOO. Love this place.
Maye can win a free iPad after submitting my particulars into the Singapore Police Force nightly lucky draw! Eventually managed to leave and cab home. Went tuition then to watch Despicable Me. NICEEEE!
Ok blog blog. Went Archi exhibition at NUS. Everyone was late. Sadly, I'm the only ID person so it was half weird I guess going down with (1 or 2) archi ppl. Sorta like sister courses. Then, BOOM HEADSHOT. Mind blown. Xw knows. Can't find the HIMYM clip of Barney shooting himslf. Kaboosh. Mind blown.
This will have to do.
Yeah. Fuck. Whatever. Went to Once Upon a Milkshake. Yummy thick milkshakes in a tiny clip. Nice deco. Understandably I wasn't in a picture taking mood. WEnt Shokudo at Cinefor dinner which was ok. Celebrated Glendon's 21st day. Suprisingly how such a noisy boisterous FOC (Full Of Crap credited to Hani) guy can be so embarrassed when we draw others' attention to him.
Went Zouk get our stamp. DAMN the free entry camp CAN be used for Phuture! Top up $12 only. But we didn't know! Roar!. Wasted $18. Nv even used the drinks!!! Went Holiday Inn. Chivas and Coke. Yay. Got high. Kok Swee was damn high. A lot of ppl were. Lol. Went in, partied. =) Awesomne. Where's our photos!
Left at 4. Had a coke. We sat and chilled, then were about to leave. Cops came. They were ready to go. THen my Ogl found sum1 staying in Hougang. But she wouldn't leave without her friend so we were delayed. Then the cops came down on us. They said they hav been observing and noticed we were making a lot of noise. So they wanted our paticulars.
We were talking normally only. sure, our group had 10 or so ppl with other small group all about but they gotta do something to show they got do work right? Running lackeys gotta quota to meet. So they wrestled us to the ground, Tased us (It freaking HURTS!!!!), and beat us about the head several times with their nightsticks and truncheons. Police brutality!
WHICH IS WHAT they MIGHT have as well been doing because for all the 'noise' we were making, they seemed oblivious to the high pitched melody of zhnged cars and bikes screaming merrily along on the road next to us, speeding. Hmm. Irony much? Well can't blame them. Our Dear Leader/Big Brother only gave them a normal Toyota. Can't catch the speedsters. Too bad. We dun hv Lambo cop cars. So I'm now a registered criminal in Singapore WHOO. Love this place.
Maye can win a free iPad after submitting my particulars into the Singapore Police Force nightly lucky draw! Eventually managed to leave and cab home. Went tuition then to watch Despicable Me. NICEEEE!
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Last night went for supper with YM and the twins at Gluttons Bay near Esplanade. Food was not bad. Then went to walk a bit before leaving. Went to play pool at Bugis till 3am. Reached home at 330, slept at 4. Thought I'd be tired but I held up surpriusingly well. Must be Friday. Good mood. Next week will be my last. =)
Ben asked me to go Twilight with Val at Tamp. Oh. Nice. Too bad I have OG dinner arranged since a few days back. And I won't cancel at the last minute. Strangely this is one outing with my friends that I don't mind missing/won't feel disappointed at not joining. I wonder why.
Oh well, lucky Ben got to watch a movie with the elusive girl. So good. Watch movie at last minute still can succeed. I really need to learn more. Can you all share how you all convince her to give up her time for you all? Cos I can't. (Oh ya. Sick so she left union camp early. And found enough time to go out with other people.)Last minute somemore. I bet is ben ask if I wanted to come along, not her. Why would she want to invite me right? Much less think of me in the first place? Tsk.
However because I missed his outing, I did feel like trying to arrange another one. Must be my old reflexes. But upon thinking of having to scour through her packed calendar to find a date and the fact that my last 2 weeks will be packed is putting me off. Ok. I disappoint myself. I looked. Why did I bother? She's got camps the entire of next week. Week after that I got orientation and O week. Not worth my time. I must learn to stop caring anymore because apparently she doesn't. Must learn to get used to seeing her. Online 'friends' only.
So much for just passing by X shop and stopping to pore through the whole array of Y items because there was the chance I'd find Z that she'd like so I can get it for her birthday because I know she would love it. And finding Z and buying it because I'd stumbled on a great gift and I wasn't even gift shopping at all. Well ain't life sad. Boo hoo.
SDE CORS talk tomorrow. Then Zouk with my OG. I'll be SO lucky to run into her but she'll prolly be busy with other ppl so I better not disturb her. I nv book her time. Cannot steal from others. I'm sure they're working as hard as or even harder thanme to ask her out. Why? Because they've succeedeed. So lucky!
Off to bed. Needa head to NUS tmr.
Ben asked me to go Twilight with Val at Tamp. Oh. Nice. Too bad I have OG dinner arranged since a few days back. And I won't cancel at the last minute. Strangely this is one outing with my friends that I don't mind missing/won't feel disappointed at not joining. I wonder why.
Oh well, lucky Ben got to watch a movie with the elusive girl. So good. Watch movie at last minute still can succeed. I really need to learn more. Can you all share how you all convince her to give up her time for you all? Cos I can't. (Oh ya. Sick so she left union camp early. And found enough time to go out with other people.)Last minute somemore. I bet is ben ask if I wanted to come along, not her. Why would she want to invite me right? Much less think of me in the first place? Tsk.
However because I missed his outing, I did feel like trying to arrange another one. Must be my old reflexes. But upon thinking of having to scour through her packed calendar to find a date and the fact that my last 2 weeks will be packed is putting me off. Ok. I disappoint myself. I looked. Why did I bother? She's got camps the entire of next week. Week after that I got orientation and O week. Not worth my time. I must learn to stop caring anymore because apparently she doesn't. Must learn to get used to seeing her. Online 'friends' only.
So much for just passing by X shop and stopping to pore through the whole array of Y items because there was the chance I'd find Z that she'd like so I can get it for her birthday because I know she would love it. And finding Z and buying it because I'd stumbled on a great gift and I wasn't even gift shopping at all. Well ain't life sad. Boo hoo.
SDE CORS talk tomorrow. Then Zouk with my OG. I'll be SO lucky to run into her but she'll prolly be busy with other ppl so I better not disturb her. I nv book her time. Cannot steal from others. I'm sure they're working as hard as or even harder thanme to ask her out. Why? Because they've succeedeed. So lucky!
Off to bed. Needa head to NUS tmr.
Thursday, July 08, 2010
Haven't blogged for the past two days. No time. Too busy. Also doing the stupid Photoshop thing. Mon and Tues were hellish. All it takes is a few letters by the government and free money (hell I like free money too!) and everyone scrambles to sign up with us. Business is crazy. We're running out of slots and they're still coming. It's insane. I've almost given up on trying to clear my work. =.=
Wed, tuition. Orginially asked val out for dinner. She said most likely can. Ben was gonna come but then he din feel like going out in the end. Then Val canceled with me 5 mins b4 I was about to leave work. Because she had to go and buy some case for the her camera. And the shop is closing. She said she would prolly finish at 8. But I thought the shop is closing?
She said she had to go home and change to slippers. I presume for Sentosa. But since u were going Sentosa in the first place wouldn't you have already planned that originally? Unless it was already in your schedule and buying a camera case takes up the same amount of time as dinner.
I don't know quite what to say. Needless to say I'm unhappy of course. You cancel with me at the last minute after I expect I'll be going out/having dinner with friends etc. May you said hey lets go out for dinner. Which is just empty words. It's July. You're so busy all the time, nothing ever works out. And now this. I had to what? Scour your Google calendar to finally find a date that is free. Then I just KNEW it would be forgotten. BAM you went for camp.
Yeah, sure I said next time. OF COURSE NEXT TIME. Next time is just a meaningless filler. It's like "It's ok" or "Nevermind". Sometimes it's just a hollow word you say because it is the expected response. And nothing else. When I said next time, I know it means nothing. There won't be one. Because you won't ask me out. I have to do so and everytime everything falls through. It's not fun you know.
Its not like I die die want to/have to go out with you. But when just meeting up with you friends for a meal becomes a feat akin to Singapore winning the World Cup blindfolded, isn't it a bit WTF? So I guess its probably I don't mean anything to you or I'm not worth your time. I wonder how people manage to secure meet ups with you. They get their own Google calendar appointment! Wow! I wonder how they do that because I gotta learn from them. Because my Google calendar invite to you on that date I mentioned earlier is still unanswered since June. Darn it.
I suppose I'm just a filler. Fun to plug and play anywhere, anytime, cancellation free-of-charge. Or I shouldn't care anymore. Friends, you have a ton of. Outings, also. Friends and outings are a dime a dozen. They all mean so little because they're all the same. Why bother? Next one will be along in no time. I'd say it'd be more appropriate to tell me when you're free but I know u won't bother. And having your plans going to waste is really getting to me. Maybe, seriously, call me if you want to see my face. Because its getting really hard to care anymore. Or am I the only silly soul who finds it nice to meet up with my friends once in a while? I don't know.
ALL of you reading. I forbid you from telling her about this post. I'm guessing it may be a bit harsh but I just know I'm not very happy right now. Note however its the second time I'm complaining about this. And mark my words she will NEVER bother to take time to ask me out. Ever.
Wed, tuition. Orginially asked val out for dinner. She said most likely can. Ben was gonna come but then he din feel like going out in the end. Then Val canceled with me 5 mins b4 I was about to leave work. Because she had to go and buy some case for the her camera. And the shop is closing. She said she would prolly finish at 8. But I thought the shop is closing?
She said she had to go home and change to slippers. I presume for Sentosa. But since u were going Sentosa in the first place wouldn't you have already planned that originally? Unless it was already in your schedule and buying a camera case takes up the same amount of time as dinner.
I don't know quite what to say. Needless to say I'm unhappy of course. You cancel with me at the last minute after I expect I'll be going out/having dinner with friends etc. May you said hey lets go out for dinner. Which is just empty words. It's July. You're so busy all the time, nothing ever works out. And now this. I had to what? Scour your Google calendar to finally find a date that is free. Then I just KNEW it would be forgotten. BAM you went for camp.
Yeah, sure I said next time. OF COURSE NEXT TIME. Next time is just a meaningless filler. It's like "It's ok" or "Nevermind". Sometimes it's just a hollow word you say because it is the expected response. And nothing else. When I said next time, I know it means nothing. There won't be one. Because you won't ask me out. I have to do so and everytime everything falls through. It's not fun you know.
Its not like I die die want to/have to go out with you. But when just meeting up with you friends for a meal becomes a feat akin to Singapore winning the World Cup blindfolded, isn't it a bit WTF? So I guess its probably I don't mean anything to you or I'm not worth your time. I wonder how people manage to secure meet ups with you. They get their own Google calendar appointment! Wow! I wonder how they do that because I gotta learn from them. Because my Google calendar invite to you on that date I mentioned earlier is still unanswered since June. Darn it.
I suppose I'm just a filler. Fun to plug and play anywhere, anytime, cancellation free-of-charge. Or I shouldn't care anymore. Friends, you have a ton of. Outings, also. Friends and outings are a dime a dozen. They all mean so little because they're all the same. Why bother? Next one will be along in no time. I'd say it'd be more appropriate to tell me when you're free but I know u won't bother. And having your plans going to waste is really getting to me. Maybe, seriously, call me if you want to see my face. Because its getting really hard to care anymore. Or am I the only silly soul who finds it nice to meet up with my friends once in a while? I don't know.
ALL of you reading. I forbid you from telling her about this post. I'm guessing it may be a bit harsh but I just know I'm not very happy right now. Note however its the second time I'm complaining about this. And mark my words she will NEVER bother to take time to ask me out. Ever.
Monday, July 05, 2010
Man work today was shitty. So many calls. I came with the intention to clear up some of my backlog of crap and ended up with more crap on my hands. I didn't manage to get any proper work I should be getting down to done until late afternoon. =.= Calls calls calls. =.= I'm glad I'm leaving. The system is getting more and more complicated and harder to work with. It's anal and a right pain in the ass. Shittier experience than before.
Hope tomorrow is better. I need to clear as much of that crap as I can. RAWR. Gelare tmr?
Hope tomorrow is better. I need to clear as much of that crap as I can. RAWR. Gelare tmr?
Sunday, July 04, 2010
Saturday, July 03, 2010
Some final thoughts on camp. After the recent bouts of colourful language on here, figure it'd be time for something more serious.
Coincidences: My roomie happens to be the only guy who plays Portal. He mentioned my ringtone was awesome. I thought it was because it was cute. No, it was because he played Portal too. Didn't find that out till later. Funny thing huh? So cool. Another fan, the only one in my OG and my roomie.
In a way, I'm somewhat envious. Smart, cool, an occifer and from RJ. Things that well, at least I think I'm not. The last two go without saying. =.= Lol. I get the vibe that he's like me, only much cooler... We clicked well on day one and tada! Roomies.
Friends: In a way, I had a truckload of fun. More fun that I did in the first camp. I'm not saying the first one was bad. It was good! (Also because of the aircon hall.) The people were good too! They're not bad. Just that for this one, we were blessed with more hyper, energetic, and high people. The (lame) comedic delight of G and the funniness of H helped spice things up.
Everyone was much more open and high. The first camp, I felt sorry for the OGLs so I had to zi high for them. I guess everyone then was pretty shy/quiet? This one, everyone slipped into camp mood much more easily. Having fun is easier when you don't have to coax people into it.
DE Camp lost out in certain ways. Meals in the foyer = hot. Mass dance bein the foyer = hot. Briefings in the LT = hot and stuffy. Mass dance = Was way too hard and fast to pick up easily. (Appreciate the effort though!) But despite losing out there, overall I had more fun. I was worried that such a large OG of 20 would be too big, but I was proved wrong. =)
Connections: I feel really attracted to someone. Maybe we'll meet up during rag. We can get along and talk to each other but can we take this somewhere further? I don't know. I sure hope so. In the meantime, I'm going crazy. =X
Giving up: I'm on the verge on giving up. Asking you all out is like asking Singapore to win the World Cup. Sure, Brazil, England, France, Italy, all can fail. But Singapore win? Neh. I try to find a time but you're full up. When you're finally free, I have camp then. I have to scour your Google Calendar for dates to meet, like a secretary.
Like we've become your personal service crew for the past two years. Eh ya that time why so weird? Your family went to pick you up and have dinner. You work super near me. I took bus down, was told you'd be late and waited like an hour and had dinner near your place before you all drove back. It didn't occur to anyone to give me a call first? MAYBE I could have had diner with you all? I don't even need your dad to treat me. But at lest I wouldn't have had to sit at a coffeeshop for almost an hour. But I'm ok with that. Just wanted to bring it up. A bit 'huh?' wouldn't you think?
Places people! All got your Mugalo polo tees? Keep that smile on! Back straight, chest out! Grin! Remember! SERVICE CREW DON'T GET SAMBAL! HOO-AH!
And you..."I confirm with you", 80% of the time means no one. You also have a lot of programs. That's why the other day it came to me, damn, being in army hard to ask u all out, ORD le also no better. Have to go through so much frustration and disappointment in thinking there's something on only to be told its off.A few times too. This is why I'm thinking of giving up.
Ben, good for you. No matter what you still have NX. I ask the rest out sometimes feels like I'm asking them to give me an arm and a leg so I can run my shady human body parts smuggling business to China through a front of shell companies to fuel my market of cannibal psychopaths and paedophiles. Tiring. I don't have wonderful happily-ever-after lives unlike all of u and your other halves, so I got nothing else to occupy me with. Sorry?
And...you often bring others along. I dunno how the others feel but you can't always just mix 'n' match us like its half price off jelly beans at Candy Empire. Sure you know both of us, but do we know each other? No. I have nothing against meeting new people, but when the time and place is right, like a new environment, a party, or orientation.
See, when people ask their friends out, they expect an outing with their friends. That's all! No need for more. They don't need an outing with friend (+1). Life is not a game. And I don't want to hear 12 hours before that oh, Johnny Twoballs will be coming too. I reiterate, you know both of us, but do we know each other? I'd pull out, but for what? It wouldn't serve any other purpose plus I haven't seen you in two weeks.
And I've got no vodka. Total bummer. But it's not your fault so, whatever.
I'm prolly gonna turn it down a little. FYI, I quit 16 July. Before that, free after 5PM and on weekends, After that free pretty much everyday except 20-23 and 27. NUS stuff. Call me if you wanna see my face. Ciao.
PS: Its not I don't wanna see you guys. (Why else would I be asking?) It's more of: I'm tired. Call me if you're interested. Bye. MAYBE HOPEFULLY WITH LUCK we'll meet. Meanwhile I've still got that stupid Photoshop job to do. I'm sick and I've been puttin it off. Not necsssarily in that order. Ugh.
Coincidences: My roomie happens to be the only guy who plays Portal. He mentioned my ringtone was awesome. I thought it was because it was cute. No, it was because he played Portal too. Didn't find that out till later. Funny thing huh? So cool. Another fan, the only one in my OG and my roomie.
In a way, I'm somewhat envious. Smart, cool, an occifer and from RJ. Things that well, at least I think I'm not. The last two go without saying. =.= Lol. I get the vibe that he's like me, only much cooler... We clicked well on day one and tada! Roomies.
Friends: In a way, I had a truckload of fun. More fun that I did in the first camp. I'm not saying the first one was bad. It was good! (Also because of the aircon hall.) The people were good too! They're not bad. Just that for this one, we were blessed with more hyper, energetic, and high people. The (lame) comedic delight of G and the funniness of H helped spice things up.
Everyone was much more open and high. The first camp, I felt sorry for the OGLs so I had to zi high for them. I guess everyone then was pretty shy/quiet? This one, everyone slipped into camp mood much more easily. Having fun is easier when you don't have to coax people into it.
DE Camp lost out in certain ways. Meals in the foyer = hot. Mass dance bein the foyer = hot. Briefings in the LT = hot and stuffy. Mass dance = Was way too hard and fast to pick up easily. (Appreciate the effort though!) But despite losing out there, overall I had more fun. I was worried that such a large OG of 20 would be too big, but I was proved wrong. =)
Connections: I feel really attracted to someone. Maybe we'll meet up during rag. We can get along and talk to each other but can we take this somewhere further? I don't know. I sure hope so. In the meantime, I'm going crazy. =X
Giving up: I'm on the verge on giving up. Asking you all out is like asking Singapore to win the World Cup. Sure, Brazil, England, France, Italy, all can fail. But Singapore win? Neh. I try to find a time but you're full up. When you're finally free, I have camp then. I have to scour your Google Calendar for dates to meet, like a secretary.
Like we've become your personal service crew for the past two years. Eh ya that time why so weird? Your family went to pick you up and have dinner. You work super near me. I took bus down, was told you'd be late and waited like an hour and had dinner near your place before you all drove back. It didn't occur to anyone to give me a call first? MAYBE I could have had diner with you all? I don't even need your dad to treat me. But at lest I wouldn't have had to sit at a coffeeshop for almost an hour. But I'm ok with that. Just wanted to bring it up. A bit 'huh?' wouldn't you think?
Places people! All got your Mugalo polo tees? Keep that smile on! Back straight, chest out! Grin! Remember! SERVICE CREW DON'T GET SAMBAL! HOO-AH!
And you..."I confirm with you", 80% of the time means no one. You also have a lot of programs. That's why the other day it came to me, damn, being in army hard to ask u all out, ORD le also no better. Have to go through so much frustration and disappointment in thinking there's something on only to be told its off.A few times too. This is why I'm thinking of giving up.
Ben, good for you. No matter what you still have NX. I ask the rest out sometimes feels like I'm asking them to give me an arm and a leg so I can run my shady human body parts smuggling business to China through a front of shell companies to fuel my market of cannibal psychopaths and paedophiles. Tiring. I don't have wonderful happily-ever-after lives unlike all of u and your other halves, so I got nothing else to occupy me with. Sorry?
And...you often bring others along. I dunno how the others feel but you can't always just mix 'n' match us like its half price off jelly beans at Candy Empire. Sure you know both of us, but do we know each other? No. I have nothing against meeting new people, but when the time and place is right, like a new environment, a party, or orientation.
See, when people ask their friends out, they expect an outing with their friends. That's all! No need for more. They don't need an outing with friend (+1). Life is not a game. And I don't want to hear 12 hours before that oh, Johnny Twoballs will be coming too. I reiterate, you know both of us, but do we know each other? I'd pull out, but for what? It wouldn't serve any other purpose plus I haven't seen you in two weeks.
And I've got no vodka. Total bummer. But it's not your fault so, whatever.
I'm prolly gonna turn it down a little. FYI, I quit 16 July. Before that, free after 5PM and on weekends, After that free pretty much everyday except 20-23 and 27. NUS stuff. Call me if you wanna see my face. Ciao.
PS: Its not I don't wanna see you guys. (Why else would I be asking?) It's more of: I'm tired. Call me if you're interested. Bye. MAYBE HOPEFULLY WITH LUCK we'll meet. Meanwhile I've still got that stupid Photoshop job to do. I'm sick and I've been puttin it off. Not necsssarily in that order. Ugh.
Thursday, July 01, 2010
Kinda sleepy. Tired. I think I'm falling sick. Ugh. Feel like crapppp. Having diarrhea, my eyes and nose feel like I just cried, and my nose feels more stuck up than that Facebook douchebag whom I keep posting about. (If that's even possible.) Good grief. It's really quite bad. Feel like shit. Definitely need to see the doc tomorrow. =\
Work today was ok I guess. Tidied up my desk a bit. Leaving in two weeks. Added some colleagues. FB friend numbers are jumping up recently. lol. Crap. Forgot transfer money to ben. Camne home, diarrhea 4 times and feel like...yeah, just horrible. Got more Photoshop to do. =.= Don't think I'm up to it now.
Also, they told me to come down to their event presumably so I can get recognised for my work. I think thats just 5% of it. 95% is we are short handed and I can't be there so I need you to pei my vice-chair so he won't be lonely. WTF. Find someone else can. Recognition here should be OMG HE IS SO AWESOME (And hopefully) LETS GIVE HIM ALL OUR MONEY! And not heyyyyy c'mon down today and help us out at the booth WHEE!
From doing all the graphics become help with the event...I said I got tuition he ask me to chg. Wah your event damn mother big hor. Just nice SDE email me. Got impt talk. Ha. Dunneed go help le. I die die wanna go for that talk. Ok, off to bed now. Hopefully will feel better tomorrow...
Work today was ok I guess. Tidied up my desk a bit. Leaving in two weeks. Added some colleagues. FB friend numbers are jumping up recently. lol. Crap. Forgot transfer money to ben. Camne home, diarrhea 4 times and feel like...yeah, just horrible. Got more Photoshop to do. =.= Don't think I'm up to it now.
Also, they told me to come down to their event presumably so I can get recognised for my work. I think thats just 5% of it. 95% is we are short handed and I can't be there so I need you to pei my vice-chair so he won't be lonely. WTF. Find someone else can. Recognition here should be OMG HE IS SO AWESOME (And hopefully) LETS GIVE HIM ALL OUR MONEY! And not heyyyyy c'mon down today and help us out at the booth WHEE!
From doing all the graphics become help with the event...I said I got tuition he ask me to chg. Wah your event damn mother big hor. Just nice SDE email me. Got impt talk. Ha. Dunneed go help le. I die die wanna go for that talk. Ok, off to bed now. Hopefully will feel better tomorrow...
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